i.
they
arrived in the village on foot, by the hundreds.
they
arrived unwanted, dragging a child or an elder,
a sack of
belongings. it was in fact a lovely place: green
mountains, little
black goats on the hillside, onions, potatoes
ready to
harvest, and a river too wild to cross, almost
dragging
them under, against the chain of hands
and
arms. it must have been autumn by then, padded
jackets
squirting clear water, weight for the crossing.
that was
after the bombings, but before the camps,
and before they saw the fire-colored horse, its
slow
circular
gallop, its sweaty flanks, its eye
toward
freedom
ii.
escape by water must be the hardest.
we take our walk along the coast, doing a shoot of
abandoned boats. that one belonged to a fisherman. can't you
see the pieces of net, the scales, the skeletal fish, dried
under tongues of sun? this is almost the tropics. wooden
boards losing their red, their green, but we find a ski
boat in white and acqua, in fading plastic drifting from
some other port, some high rise shoreline . no one would
come here by high sea, skimming the waves in absolute darkness,
come here by high sea, skimming the waves in absolute darkness,
fearing a storm or a mother birthing in a cabin with nothing
but elbow room, and one last gulp of fresh water.
but elbow room, and one last gulp of fresh water.
and that makes part of the story: pirates centuries gone,
a coastguard expecting no surprises, a sleeping village
that could be awoken to plunge into the low tide, pull out
the
feverish, offer the hands of a midwife
iii
to return
to an abandoned city:
the women
scavenge the ruins,
then shoulder the desperate tasks
of washing the fluid-stained walls,
covering
what is left of windows,
sweeping,
stacking, or mending
the
anything that can be put back
together. a
lone cow walks
the streets, her bell ringing,
her udder full. war has been
the business of men, the work
of memory for somebody's
children.of memory for somebody's
iv.
three
Palestinian girls have gone to the beach.
there is in
each, some deep harbor of hope: to where
can the
boats carry them, each night on the edge
of desire,
where checkpoints and gruff soldiers
blur
into waves
and sunsets, or a midnight café where
music
churns out onto the drizzle of streets and
dancing? a tiger has gained his temporary
freedom, his non native savannah. today all rests
in the hands
of the men, yet they are bound to
to the
borders, the barring and the burning. to
imagine is
to excavate in depleted fields, to
unearth
all we have
done to destroy
ourselves.